March 31, 2007

While reading through some old emails in my MySpace inbox, I came across a sweet note from my, now, loving husband. This was sent to me 26 days before the BIG day!

"Honey, you are so sweet to me and make me feel so good. I'm overwhelmed with the way I feel about you - every time I get to lay down and put my arm around you, I know that I am where I belong, and more importantly, where I want to be. I love you with all my heart."

Does it bring a tear to your eye? Yeah....mine too. I love this man; probably more than he realizes. He is my best friend, my lover, the person I chose to accompany me through all life's neverending journey.

My Secret Crush

I am absolutely in love with my husband. I adore him like mad! I realized that not only do I love him, but I have a crush on him. I know that sounds incredibly silly, but it’s true. When I look into his eyes, I get this overwhelming feeling like I’m back in high school and he’s the boy that I so desperately want to notice me.

“Oh my god, there’s Billy. He’s SO cute! I wish he’d notice me. OMG! He just looked at me and smiled.” Instant butterflies in the tummy kind of feeling! I absolutely love feeling like this about him.

I felt really embarrassed after I told him how I felt. I mentioned it to Anna this morning and she said, “And that is the absolute cutest thing I’ve ever heard. It’s not silly... I think it’s perfect.”

Billy is perfection, in my eyes. He is the best husband in so many ways. How could I not have a “crush” on him?

Thursday, August 2, 2007

I love my husband, more than anything in this world. Sometimes I feel that I disappoint him on a daily basis. I just want to do what will make him happy. He means everything to me. He's the best part of being alive. He makes me feel wonderful about the world, about myself, about a lot of things.

Bill, I love you.