March 31, 2007

While reading through some old emails in my MySpace inbox, I came across a sweet note from my, now, loving husband. This was sent to me 26 days before the BIG day!

"Honey, you are so sweet to me and make me feel so good. I'm overwhelmed with the way I feel about you - every time I get to lay down and put my arm around you, I know that I am where I belong, and more importantly, where I want to be. I love you with all my heart."

Does it bring a tear to your eye? Yeah....mine too. I love this man; probably more than he realizes. He is my best friend, my lover, the person I chose to accompany me through all life's neverending journey.

My Secret Crush

I am absolutely in love with my husband. I adore him like mad! I realized that not only do I love him, but I have a crush on him. I know that sounds incredibly silly, but it’s true. When I look into his eyes, I get this overwhelming feeling like I’m back in high school and he’s the boy that I so desperately want to notice me.

“Oh my god, there’s Billy. He’s SO cute! I wish he’d notice me. OMG! He just looked at me and smiled.” Instant butterflies in the tummy kind of feeling! I absolutely love feeling like this about him.

I felt really embarrassed after I told him how I felt. I mentioned it to Anna this morning and she said, “And that is the absolute cutest thing I’ve ever heard. It’s not silly... I think it’s perfect.”

Billy is perfection, in my eyes. He is the best husband in so many ways. How could I not have a “crush” on him?

Thursday, August 2, 2007

I love my husband, more than anything in this world. Sometimes I feel that I disappoint him on a daily basis. I just want to do what will make him happy. He means everything to me. He's the best part of being alive. He makes me feel wonderful about the world, about myself, about a lot of things.

Bill, I love you.

Words of Love

Today we bought a deck of cards that has different "intimate" ideas on each card. I was flipping through some of the cards, but one in particular caught my eye, "His For Her: Words of Love". Then I read further, "Tonight, I am going to make love to you with my words. I think you are wonderful, and I think we are great together. I am going to tell you what I love about you, about us, about how you make me feel when you do those things you do." Phew. I read on.

"As good as we might be at making love physically, most of us neglect making love with our words. Talking ot her, praising her, admiring her is not only pleasing to her, it also helps to remind you of your own feelings.

"......and tell her what you appreciate about her, her body, her mind, your partnership. As you make love, tell her that you love the softness of her skin, the cuve of her waist, the shape of her breast. Say, "I love it when you..." Dedicate yourself to saying at least ten positive things about her and your feelings for her. She may know these things, but she loves to hear you say them."

OMG. Had he read this specific card somewhere else? A time before? He does EXACTLY what the card had suggested. He says the most beautiful things to me when we're being intimate with one another.

Just Friday evening, he was saying so many wonderful things to me that I, honestly, got misty eyed while in the act of making love. Every single day, this man that I love, somehow always manages to tell me or show me exactly how he feels for me.

And to be honest, I love it. I love him. I love our life together. He is my everything. How could I not have fallen for him? Tell me that.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

He tells it like it is:-)


"I'm so glad to hear you're feeling good today, my sweet lady! You deserve to, and you should always feel good. You're pretty, you're funny, you're smart, and you have a fantastic husband!"

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I love my husband; more than anything in this world. He moved to Austin, Texas from Long Island, New York. Not for me (well, not in the conventional sense), but because he hated the cold (amongst other things). I've lived in Austin my whole life. I want to experience 4 seasons, a different part of the country.

Is it unfair of me to ask him to move; knowing that he moved to Austin and he loves it? I'm not saying I'd want to move away forever (unless we both love where we move to), but I'd really love to live someplace else. We've discussed Upstate New York. I would go anywhere he wants to go.

What should I do? What should I say? I don't want to disappoint him. But I don't want to stay in Texas forever.

Monday, July 9, 2007

I know all of my posts are about something that Bill has said to me that's super sweet, today let's reverse roles.

Message From The Universe:

Ever have a dream at night, Misty, when you wondered in the middle of it whether or not you were dreaming? Knowing that if you were "just" dreaming, you could rewrite the scary parts and enhance the happy parts: run faster, jump higher, laugh your head off; summon guides, travel through time, read minds; levitate, manifest, do the impossible? But then, you thought to yourself, "No, this just can't be a dream, it's way too real."

Yeah, you're having one right now.

My response to my friend Anna: "Every day of my life with Bill is like a dream."